I got my thing together. I got a job. I got someone I love and loves me. What else can I want...but today for some reasons I feel down. It is my second weekend from work. I was excited to have this come. I waited for this but all because of one comment I feel down...I know it is a little over sensitive of me but it made me feel this way...
It ruined my day just like that...so all I could ever do is take it here and let it out.
All because of one simple comment...
On second thoughts...it is probably not on one comment. I have been seeing things last night that triggers me like that. I feel bad, I feel sorry for things I have done in the past that I didn't see it the way I do now. Had I seen it this way I would have done better. Nicer.
Forgiveness to one's self is one thing I never learn to do. I used to...but after so many times of trying my brain or is it the heart? got weak and forgot the skill now.
"We are responsible for what we tame" -Le Petit Prince...that is also another thing that let me down...we have to give our turtles away today. They have made us sick last month of Salmonella. It was tough and we cannot risk getting it again. I really have grown to love them very much. I mean why not? They are so adorable and... peaceful and... content. A very relaxing site to see after a long day's work.
Letting go is a skill we are never equipped. And why not when we need it so much...maybe because we are not supposed to let go? We are supposed to cherish?
7 comments:
Wow that's really cool! Hitting two birds in one stone .... THAT'S REALLY GREAT!
Don't let anyone ever take anything away from you by a comment. Only little minded people do such things.
You have so much going for you and better things are still to come.
If you let comments upset you just smile and move on.
John G.
so you're down because someone said something or because you can't forgive yourself for something you did?
but its true, no matter what we are our own worst critics and its hardest to let go of some of our own critisism.
but congrads again working girl!
Oh dear Butik. Im so sorry to hear that you are feeling down. I too suffer from not being able to forgive myself. Infact im sure every one has moments like that, and from afar across this medium know that you are not alone.
Hi Ms M how are you now. Just visitng online friend :D
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i think everybody will go through some down time in their life... 'n it's perfectly normal :)
hey butik whats up- no updates? :)
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